Today.

I woke up, I have noticed it was fall outside. Got up, brushed teeth, brushed hair ( noticed it had grown more ) and right after that, had a very cold bath. Entered chatroom as everyday, got news, just like everyday. Felt my head was spinning.. just like everyday. Dressed up and didn´t leave anywhere anymore. I was supposed to get to the Uni. But who cares, really? Who does..
I´ve just heard that he wanted to be left alone and that we should dedicate our thoughts to ourselves, and not to each other.

I felt murdered.